ah spring break

so im finally on spring break, guess where i am?
guess where i am.
no not in cancun
wrong again.
im not in panama city
nope.
give up?
im in...drum roll please.....chicago!!!
in my dad's apt with my mom and my brother!!!
yeah im lame, i know. but i barely go to chicago anymore, and i forgot how much i miss it. hell ive practically lived here for the past 10 years! i barely ever go to the city. its so much more diverse then kenosha. i have a wonderful field picture i took at twilight, that i'll show when i get back on wednesday. i was thinking about how much of a tomboy i was growing up. i mean yeah i played with dolls, but at the same time i knew so much (and played) sports than any other girl my age and from the sixth grade onwards i wore nothing but jeans. only wear make up on special occasions, and now i work out like crazy. wow im an adrianne curry. only im more mellow.

im gonna buy her book when it comes out, im sure she has a lot of interesting stories to tell about her reality tv gigs and her life in general. i look up to her because she reminds me of a much harder me (minus the drugs) about two-three years ago. but most of all she overcame a lot hardships because she has the drive to do anything and everything she wants. if she can do it so can i. im not going into the entertainment industry because its hard to succeed there. epecially nowadays no matter how talented you are, you got to have connections and luck, and be willing to sell your soul and dignity. im not that type of person. thats why you'll never see me in a reality show.

im a hardass at times , just ask my family. but i would NEVER let anyone talk shit about them or me. my family and my close friends mean a lot to me, they would do anything for me. i have a hard head and im stubborn, and you dont wanna be around me when you catch me in a bad mood, believe me. i can be a real asshole at times, and hard to deal with, but thats me being a human. we all have good and bad days. and its up to us what we do with it.
anyways, ive always been a midwestern girl thats never gonna change, always had this mouth that gets me in trouble, but ive always loved everyone who cares about me. even if im a hard ass. they're always there.

so to all of you guys, even you who is reading this, thanks for putting up with my bullshit.