a girl i used to know moved

yup she moved back to her country and she wrote this huge spiel on her facebook explaining why. she basically said in her "omg look how good i write" note that she's going back because americans are so materialistic. she didn't say that but thats how she came across. she's such a spiritualist you see, she reached a point in her life where nothing matters but her "humanitarian work". um right, it was humanitarian of you to not return my messages after you contacted me after that fake apology that your mother probably made you do?

im so sick of girls like her who make themselves out to be this good person when they are not. this "look at me i go to sunday school, i helped build a shelter, ect" attitude is so disgusting to me. especially when they dont know what it means to be spiritual. spirituality is not about how much humanitarian work you do. its how many people you can reach.

enough ranting, im excited all my shows are coming back this week. finally i wont have to rely on friends reruns to keep me entertained.

i think i may be slipping a little on my diet and exercise, i have been working out but not as much as i would like to. i am losing weight but not the right way. im stressed out and im not eating right because of that, im stressed about my mom, money, not so much school, but how am i going to move?

im getting inspired a lot more and i have been writing more poetry.

A Worker Who Works Is Never A Sin

a hole to dig my shallow grave
a cold wind for this hollow cave
my heart beats in lonely beats
as girls whisper with their rushing feet
a cry alone wonders if i should die
who will remember i?
alone am i within
a worker who works is never a sin.