4/20 party on man.......

today is the stoners holiday, the day adolf hilter committed suicide, the day of the tragic columbine shootings, and it is also my BFF's bday.

i never got what the meaning of this day was until four or five years ago; which kind of reminds me why i never took any drugs. i still dont know why i didnt. i honestly want to try weed just to see what the big deal is. there are a lot of people that do weed in my town, they grow plants in their backyard, about five years ago there was this guy that got caught for growing a weed garden, not too far from where i live. so yeah weed is easily accessible here. its not like i want to be a low life with a bunch of stoners, and accomplish nothing in my life. ive already been told i will never be anything great, i'll be a failure. so why not? i know quite a few stoners, they're actually pretty intelligient if they go to class, they could probably get a 4.0 GPA.

as probably many of you may or may not know, i go to adrianne curry's blog a lot. i read and comment (and gotten responses from her). she covers a lot of interesting topics.
well here is a response on one of her blogs she wrote about god and religion:
god to me, is very real; the god i believe in is from no book, or religion. god doesnt make things happen, WE make things happen to us. so i wish people would stop blaming god for OUR actions and START blaming OURSELVES. god gave us freewill for a reason, to say why does god not stop rape, war, or poverty, is like saying why i cant i win the lottery? WE have to make that happen. it is quite obvious that god did not put us on this planet so we can live in euphoria for the rest of our lives. WE have to make that euphoria happen, and i wish that people would stop using science to disprove god, and start using science to find god. religion was this idea that people followed because they believed it led them to god. it started to become a problem when people thought that their religion or god was better than theirs, and it became a bigger problem when people started using religion as the foundation of their government. i dont have a problem with people following their faith; i only have a problem when people start putting forcing their beliefs on me (this includes the government). i have my own belief system i follow, and i dont expect anyone to follow it.

with that said....happy 4/20 stoners.