ahh holidays

so its been awhile since my last blog....thats mostly because of the holidays. i am hoping things go a lot better this year than last year. first and foremost i need to get a job that will help my degree. my night class has started back up again, i have been taking non western religions to fill a gap. i will be going back into my regular cohort soon and i will probably go into the bachelor's program.

i was just thinking a lot about my past lately and thinking "god how different would i have been had i not done that?" i have more so been thinking about my high school years and my depression. i cant believe i have overcome all that. there were times when i just wanted to die, there were times when i just thought if i died right now no one would care. even during the first year of college, how overwhelmed i was.

i think things can only go up from here. i have gone through so much in the past year and i just want everything to go right...if possible.

i wanna talk about some movies that i absolutely loved in 2009....a late list i know.

1. The Hangover.......i absolutely love this movie, yes it is a little crude in some places, but awesome
2. Avatar........WOW amazing visuals....must see in theaters in 3D
3. Paranormal Activity......some people who saw this on DVD says its not scary at all. that is because they didnt turn the lights down and turn the volume all the way up. or they didnt see it in theaters. incredibly scary....couldnt sleep for days.

on my next blog i'll put up a top ten musicians of the decade