its late ......so here it goes

one of my biggest passions in life is to write....anyone who knows me will know this. i write on this blog to escape...and sometimes i rant (which i always forget to edit out) but honestly i dont mean anything i say on those rants and i clearly did offend someone on here. i get hot headed at times and i dont think straight. so im sorry for that. the reason im apologizing is that there are a lot of people that who've seen me but do not actually know me. and that is partly my fault because i keep a guard up. there are some comments that actually hurt me and i have not told anyone about it except for one person...i know those comments that were made were made out of anger...and they were made out of anger cause i had an angry post....but believe me im not an angry person....i just had a really bad day.again i dont mean to say anything to hurt anyone. the reason i vent here and not anywhere else is that i can't vent anywhere else. that blog was made a while ago too...back when my stress level was at its highest.i just dont want anyone to think badly of me just from that one post.
im a hippy so i love everyone, and everything....okay maybe i kill bugs...but i do meditate....and i do not wish bad anyone.