so no one told u life was gonna be this way........

i dont watch the new not only because its boring and depressing, its repetitive. who wants to hear about octomom for the millionth time? im also really sick of hearing another bank spending OUR tax dollars to give bonuses and vacations to the people who fucked up. im also really sick of hearing the economy is in crisis. no shit sherlock. its been in crisis for the past three to four years you didnt report about it then did u? most of all im really sick of hearing that obama will save us. as ive said before realistically, it will take a decade if that, to get us all out of the shit hole bush dug us in. its almost like no one even cares for the hard working people like my dad, and noodle's dad. they care about heidi and spencer though. those asshats dont deserve a bit of my attention. i dont even watch that show, yeah thats what little girls ahould look up to, those uneducated blonde/brunette bimbos that think the only problems in the world revolve around what they have is with their boyfriend/ex boyfriend or the girl who used to date her boyfriend or the girl who used to be her friend and girl who supposedly spread rumors about you. im sorry you could go to any high school in america and find the same drama. it also pisses me off for people to say that those girls are so beautiful, when theyre so ugly on the inside.

speaking about beauty, what the hell is beautiful? real women inside and out are beautiful anymore? having natural curves isnt beautiful anymore? having a natural face isnt beautiful anymore? being thin naturally isnt beautiful anymore? ugh it just bothers me to see that men have such high expectations for women, cuz when they see the women in the sports illustrated swimsuit edition cover, they think oh ow thats a beautiful woman, when you look closer at the picture you can see that the girl's arm is the same size as her legs. and they pose in such ways so you dont see their bones that are popping out of their body. ugh disgusting if u ask me. and hollywood is so thin that i saw on E! news (yes one of the few times i watch) this person who wrote this book, called the "other side of hollywood" or something like that, said that celebs often lie when tell how they get thin. which dooesnt surprise me one bit. they go to extremes even getting prescriptions that are supposedly for ADD but they're for dieting. hey i know one thing that can help you to lose weight, eat healthy and excercise. well im one to talk since i ate taco bell and a bunch of other stuff today. (what? my mom was supposed to be back two hours ago)

anyways enough of me ranting.......i have enough to worry about. so i'll post another blog about some thing soon till then.....